Caterina has been forced to marry her dead older sisters' rakish fiancé. Months later, the marriage remains unconsummated. When she intercepts a letter from one of his mistresses, she is first jealous and then alarmed, for she realizes that despite her resolve, she has fallen in love with him.
Cat
thought she'd never be able to get to sleep.
Still, somehow or other, she wandered into that strange other realm.
There was Wili, sitting in
the window seat at home. Her sister,
blonde braids demurely crowning her head, was deep in embroidery, a piece
stretched on a frame.
Cat was horribly agitated. She ran forward with the letter in her hand,
the letter from Konstanze. Wili gazed at
her, a serene expression in place.
"Wili! Read this," Cat cried. "Does it mean what I think it
does?" With deft fingers her sister
ran the needle into the cloth. Then she
took what Cat offered and read. Her
skin, always pale, was of an unearthly translucence.
After awhile Wili looked up and shook
her golden head. Firmly she handed the
letter back. "I don’t cry
anymore," she said. The soft gray
eyes that Cat remembered so well were full of nothing but a profound, unruffled
calm. "It's for you to cry
over him now," she said.
Coolly
turning away, she retrieved the needle and resumed her handwork.
***
Someone had come inside the bed
curtains, someone with gentle hands, someone whispering something she didn't
understand. Great arms picked her up and
Cat's wet face came to rest upon a freshly laundered nightshirt, one that
covered a massive shoulder. "There,
there," a male voice comforted.
"Wake up, little one. Wake
up."
"Christoph," she gasped,
understanding at last. She felt her
muscles gather and flex.
"You were having a bad
dream." The great arms,
like oak, girded her.
To push against his chest was nothing
but frustration. She might, with as much
effect, push one of the stone walls of the manor. Sobs tore out of her.
Why hadn't Wili given advised? Why had she been so cold? Oh, was it because she knew how Cat
was feeling about the man she'd loved in vain so long? Was it
because she knew how close Cat was to going through his door and, under the
cover of darkness, climbing into his bed?
Her husband continued to hold her.
One hand soothed, while the other cradled her against him. She sobbed, let the tears drench his nightshirt.
He began to rock her. Now and then his
lips brushed her cheek, but it was so tender, as if he comforted a child.
"It was Wili," she
whispered, telling part of it, the only part she dared. "I dreamed of Wili." Christoph heaved a heavy sigh. "She was on my mind tonight too,"
he said.
Cat lay limp against him. How easy it was to cry herself out against
his strength, to feel the affectionate hand on her back, the one in her
hair! His chest moved against hers
as his breath went in and out. She could
feel the pulse of his heart, an even drumbeat.
"Are
you better now?" he asked after awhile.
He sounded supremely weary.
When she murmured, "Yes," he
released her and got up out of the bed. "Elsa," he called. "Elsa!
Come at once."
Cat sat still, trembling with all the
warring emotion. A tall skinny
figure appeared by the side of the bed, illuminated in the rippling light
that came from the open door into his room.
"Elsa, dear," he said
gently, "sleep with the Grafin tonight.
She's having bad dreams."
"It's not necessary," Cat
said, but she had to move back, because Elsa was already climbing in beside her.
"I think that it is,"
Christoph said firmly. He began a retreat towards his own room. "Please stay, Elsa, no matter
what."
"Yes, Herr Graf," whispered
Elsa, sending a questioning look at her mistress.
"Thank you," he said. "Good night, ladies," he added,
carefully shutting the door behind him. Now
it was dark again. Silently Cat lay
back. She felt exceedingly strange.
"I don't want to talk," she
said softly. "I'm upset but I think
I just ought to try and go to sleep again."
"As you wish, Mistress,"
came the reply, "but you know," Elsa said after a pause, "you
can trust me."
"Yes." It was pitch black and Cat couldn't see a
thing, but she knew that the long thin girl beside her was bursting with
questions.
Suddenly, she ached to
confide. Maybe not everything, but
something. Finally she reached out,
took Elsa's hand and whispered, "The Graf never takes me to his bed."
"I know," came the whispered
reply. "You are always so angry and
so sad."
"We are both angry and sad."
"It is because of your lady
sister, is it not, Grafin?" came the surprisingly astute reply.
"Yes.
" Elsa's thin fingers pressed hers warmly, but Cat was grateful when the servant didn't speak again...
~~Juliet Waldron
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